Keep searching and knocking on the door. Often, we cannot feel God's presence because our inner world is too restless and turbulent. We are constantly rushing, and always running late.
Now, there's an important distinction to understand: the outward appearance and the inner reality. Some people suffer from physical or mental illness. But we must remember to look beyond the external.
You should find your way to a church and and take holy baptism. Then a new life will begin for you, and you will not be looking forward to a tragic conclusion, but rather to a new beginning.
Loneliness can be a step towards our sanctity if we see it as our God-given opportunity to turn to Him in prayer and to restore our unity with Him.
Sometimes people work really hard and abstain from a lot of things but they still don’t receive grace. The Lord knows one’s heart and He knows what each person needs most.
The Lord grants happiness and special grace to those people who don’t feel dispirited, who can endure the sorrows and trials that can befall a person right after the moments of graceful joy.
